Today was hard, extremely hard. So hard, I ugly cried multiple times at my desk. Puffy red eyes are not what you want your co-workers to see. Things didn't go the way I planned. I didn't get what I yearned for, I didn't get what I knew would change things in my life.  After crying it out for a while (sometimes I enjoy listening to sappy songs and feeling sorry for myself in those moments), I took a walk and talked to God.  I told him I would trust him, and I told myself I would trust in the process and his plan.  Why isn't my plan his plan?  I am still sad, and I have to tell myself that it's ok to be upset.  Yes, I trust God, but I'm still disappointed. Here's to a better day tomorrow and a rejuvenated spirit.