Today was hard, extremely hard. So hard, I ugly cried multiple times at my desk. Puffy red eyes are not what you want your co-workers to see. Things didn't go the way I planned. I didn't get what I yearned for, I didn't get what I knew would change things in my life. After crying it out for a while (sometimes I enjoy listening to sappy songs and feeling sorry for myself in those moments), I took a walk and talked to God. I told him I would trust him, and I told myself I would trust in the process and his plan. Why isn't my plan his plan? I am still sad, and I have to tell myself that it's ok to be upset. Yes, I trust God, but I'm still disappointed. Here's to a better day tomorrow and a rejuvenated spirit.
Real Life
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